◤ meme - accepting ◢

✕ ✕ ┊she of ice & snow ;; 

❝No…❞

The word echoed around the room over and over again. If it was not for her achy
and sore muscles, Elsa would have thought this was nothing more than a DREAM.
Why couldn’t it be a dream? Why couldn’t she just wake up and find that everything
was alright? But in her heart, she knew it wasn’t ALRIGHT. She felt her child leave
her and this world. 

                Wretched sobs escaped her lips and she did not care that she
                began to vomit into the bucket on the floor. Her body seemed 
                to cave into itself. There was a painful tightness in her throat
                and her lungs could not expand enough so she could breathe.

    ❝My baby … He can’t be dead. He can’t be! 

                                   ( Come back please, come back ) ❞

      Then, she turned towards her mother.
      Heat flooded her and for the first time
      ever, she admitted it to herself :  

                                                       She hated her mother.

  ❝You’re not sorry at all, are you Mother?❞